Friday, 21 October 2011

Life's constraints



Life’s constraints

Hens, kicking through grass, pecking at seeds and rivals, as it should be, free to roam beneath an open sky, even if there are limitations.

A bit like a prisoner who has come to terms with lack of choice and a physical life constrained by the constant fixture of boundary; high walls and razor wire, watchtowers, and time.

Time; routine rules everything. Hens take the morning as it comes; prisoners have their day ahead, how easy depends on perspective; if focus is trapped within memory, fear, what’s to come, then life buckles under the strain of the external.

Hens integrate, forage, compete, but in the here and now, no worry about the future, simply because it doesn’t exist. It’s all about now, living the physicality of the moment, through instinctive response; hungry – food; tired – sleep; roost – lay; wellbeing – staying on top by giving the odd peck here and there. All is good because that’s the way things are; no expectations.

We’re all prisoners. Some of us, though, have learnt to step out of the gladiatorial pit, to bypass the conflict zones of self and life.

Even though my choices are limited to my circumstances, I can work within these constraints, and make the best of my situation.

Easier said than done, but it’s the doing that matters; the endeavouring, focusing on the moment, like the hens. I don’t want to compete, knock another aside to gain their space. I’ll share, no problem, once the willingness is there. But I’ll always have my own space, however limited it is.

A 6x8 cell can be as fulfilling as a two up-two down house, or as deadening as a mansion on a hill, full of ghostly memories of that which was, but can never be.

The physical can always be overcome. Just close your eyes and open your heart to

Saturday, 24 September 2011


autumn gale blows high
Connaught's Queen Maedhbh stands tall
beneath Knocknarea

Friday, 9 September 2011


surging tides attract
swimming prohibited
dipped toe suffices

Monday, 22 August 2011

Fuel to carry on




Fuel to carry on

Lakeside solitude enfolds and protects,
drawing shadows to the light,
bringing on the gentlest unburdening.

Serenity and reflection,
mirrored at all degrees,
leaves me grounded within
a glowing sphere of peace.

I am bound to the moment,
ensconced so deep in the now,
seeing all that lies within and without.

My guardian, deep-held and tentative,
acknowledges a readiness to step beyond,
to cross this threshold and taste release.

The faithful gathering in Dromineer
has infused in me a belief,
a tactile sense of hope;
fuel to carry on.

Thursday, 21 July 2011

nature's cathedral
heart and soul raised on high
true bliss encountered

Friday, 1 July 2011

Inspiration


orange lily bliss
glowing without request
inspiration flows

Monday, 27 June 2011

A moment shared




It rained like swallows’ tears
the day I caught your
final breath.

Wisdom of a lifetime brushed my cheek
as I whispered ‘I love you’,
a thousand unspoken words
trapped like canker in my throat.

Fifteen years have crossed my path
and still I cry for moments lost,
searching for that unseen crack in space
where I could slip inside and make up
for all that should have been.

Each breath reminds me
of our moment shared,
when you held on for me to wake,
to race through corridors of fear;

I did not need technology to know.

You left me with your final breath.
I whispered in your ear,
and know you heard me.